Improper feeling called l.o.v.e

In the brink of the night
I am grateful for another year in my life
I should be happy for who I am

However, inside my heart there are two feelings intertwined as one
Happiness and sadness come together and fill all the cavities in my heart

I have known the risk
I have made my choice
I have to accept the consequences of falling for someone who's taken

I am not looking for answers or justifications of my doing
I am just a human who has feeling

(September - 2009)